post pregnancy weight loss massage
Hello there! I am sorry I havent posted in a while. Before LL came along, I had this idea in my head that I would still be blogging whilst she fed and Id be able to happily multi-task. The reality is some days its a mission to brush my own teeth, let alone write a legible and coherent blog post!
But, here I am. LL is 5 weeks old today and Im sat in the nursery feeding her. Weve had a really bad night and I think I got a grand total of 2 hours sleep. My husband is also away, so its been a tough week. Not that Im feeling sorry for myself (well maybe I am just a little). The kitchen is such a mess it looks like we have been burgled, and for reasons unbeknownst to me, I thought it would be a good idea to sort out a kitchen cupboard this morning.
I can only describe these first few weeks as some of the toughest times with sleep deprivation and trying to get into a rhythm of having two little ones to look after. But, these first few weeks are also the most magical and special. Its a strange mix.
I know these days will quickly pass, so when Im sat in bed shedding a little tear because I am so exhausted, I try to focus on the fact that one day I will want these days back.
One of the hardest things of being a mum of two is the guilt in trying to split my time between them both. I feel guilty if one is crying while Im trying to sort the other out and at times I just worry if Im doing a good enough job. I feel guilty if I am cleaning instead of playing, guilty if Im trying to Christmas shop instead of just being a mum. But then I think all of this is part of being a mum. I thought with my second I would worry less about what Im doing, but where I am confident in alot of things, that worry of if Im doing a good enough job is still there, especially when Im tired. I think that just comes with being a mum and Ill never escape it.
I cant put into words my love for LL and I look at my two girls and wonder how I got to be so lucky to have this amazing little family.
LL has finished feeding now, so I will go and try and do something with the kitchen before feral cats make a home in there.
I have lots to share with you, from my birth story, to the things I wish Id packed in my labour bag and a little story of breastfeeding in front of 500 people!!!!
Thank you so much for reading and bearing with me. I thought people may have forgotten about me and my little blog, but I was so happy this morning when I saw people were still reading and checking back. Thank you so much, it means so much to me to have you share my journey.
I hope you are having a good day, and I hope this post is legible and makes some sense.
Thank you for reading,
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